Hello,
Lots of people tell me they can’t understand how I prefer papers over tests and how I can just write all the time. I constantly hear people tell me how they could never be creative writers or even come up with ideas to write about. So I thought I would let you know what it’s like in my brain. My reasons are mine alone. I can’t speak for all writers because I truly believe the craft and reasons are different for everyone. As in every major.
From morning to evening, I am replaying things in my own thoughts and how my brain works as someone who writes constantly. I love writing and have since I was little. I was an avid reader at a young age. I also, funny enough, have dyslexia, which, honestly, is the most ironic thing about me. I can’t say Creative Writing was an easy major for me to go into. I have had people have doubts in me and have asked me how on earth I can love to write with dyslexia. But I also have had people believe in me, and I believe in myself most days. That’s all that matters.
How my brain thinks in the day:
In the morning: My brain starts to race the minute I wake up. If you thought that my brain is ever quiet, it’s not. I start my days checking my planner, socials, all my emails, and more. Then I start work or classes. I also find my mind goes over all the million things I have to do. I have spent a lot of time hoping I am enough. Writing is my escape from that. So I start my day writing down my hopes and reminding myself I belong here and I can do it. (We all have doubts; that is normal.) But remember, you, like anyone in college, and your major belong and can do this.
During the day: Before/after classes and work, and during my free time, I keep a journal beside me at all times. I come up with poems, songs, and I write little memories in there when I think of them. My brain constantly thinks of all the good, bad, and unknown. I also struggle with anxiety, especially during the busy months of college, so I find writing down my thoughts or even just making up a story here and there helps me move past it, or putting it into words in a way I can vent really helps me. I get overwhelmed. So my little writings
My Nights: My mind goes through all the craziness of the day. Also, I am someone who reminisces. I write about little things that have happened and the big moments. I think about the people I have loved and still do. I think of all the things I have done, both good and bad. I go down paths of frustration and excitement. My mind doesn’t stop, and if you think it does when I sleep, I dream constantly. My writing is an escape but also something I truly love. I have loved it since I was little.
Writing Creatively Is Something I Love:
I personally write my poems, stories, and songs through my experiences with a creative flair. My highs and lows turn into an elaborate story with truth being turned into something different. I have found solace in writing, and it’s something I love. It’s definitely not for everyone, but that’s why college is amazing. You do stuff that is not meant for everyone. Every path and mind is different. I hope that in reading this, whether you become a nurse, a violinist, or a CEO of a company, you know your choice and love for your craft are important. People will smile and say they don’t understand why or how anyone could do it. I say this from experience. You are doing something you love. Never let your love for something be ruined by others. You have got this
Cheers,
Rose
